Down with 40 degree celsius high fever. Gd’night

Tears started to stream down when I received mom’s call concerning about my well being. I really appreciate everything she did for me. How much she pampers me. Countless of things ever since I was born. And all I did is to disappoint her again & again. Most of the times I felt really bad towards her. Mom I know you’ll never get to read this. Despite all the quarrels & stuffs, I love you xoxo

Hate how my body seems to get weaker & weaker. Down with a bad headache initially but after a night of sleep it seems to get worst. Shivering with cold with my sweatpants,hoodie & blanket. Guess I’m down with fever as well. Throat hurts so much & last but not least cough. Never felt this unwell bfre for a long long time. Reluctant to stay home & recuperate but my body just can’t seem to take it. May oh may. Can you get any worst then this? :(

Sometimes I get scared of being happy. Because whenever you get too happy something bad always happen. No idea how I’m feeling right now. No idea whether I still miss you, or I’m too used being with you. A year ago i would’ve never guessed my life would be the way it is now. Whatever it is, i guess I’m moving on well despite all the struggle i took. Am currently having the Monday blues syndrome. Heading back to work tmrw. 4 more weeks to go. Gd’night

Saranghaeyo~

Been craving for meatballs & dang! Impromptu decision to Ikea for lunch :)

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